Saturday, February 24, 2007

Well heres the 2nd one...

Well today has been quite a day... I amazed myself

by keeping my cool even in tense situation...

Even though the situation was inside my head...

And yeah its true... its not that easy to be a

leader... Since i'm heading my project team i'v

been in quite tense situation... especially when

its about time to get done with the projects. My

team mates are getting tence aswell n they are not

performing well enough... i think this is gonna

test my wits for sure... atleast its better than

solving question papers. Nyways alot needs to be

done yet. Things are still quite hazy n hopefully

i'll get em all together.
Well that explains y there are so many

followers n so little good leaders. Its amazingly

odd ratio. If anyone would do the statistics. I

wonder sometimes, who is responsible for all

these. Just look around and u'll find people

blaming others for what ever happens to them. It

reminds of a line from the recent movie Rocky

Balboa it goes like "It ain't about how hard you

hit, its about how hard u can get hit and keep

moving forward. How much u can take and still keep

moving forward thats how winner is done.
"
Its amazing just to wonder about how my life

will be. N i'm just begining my journey. I'v

almost burnt my bridges to pursue what I want to

do before I leave for good. Nyways i cant really

decide what should i type in n what to leave

behind. By the way one of my friend also mentioned

that I can be a good writer... I'd wonder if

she'll even bother buying my book if i ever write

one!!!

Friday, February 23, 2007

My 1st post

Alright here it is... my 1st ever post on a blog. I'm not sure y i had to have my own blog, maybe i needed to be understood or heard or just to put things out of me. I'v got so much to put in here n am not sure where to start off. Maybe this is how it feels the 1st time blogger. Spending 10 mins just to think bout what to put online n being sure that no one other than I wld be reading it.
Anyways. Well I like to read books. N i'v read many a times that if we want some thing we shld put it in writing. Well i think thats a gd enough reason to have a blog!!! Talking bout reading books. Its amazing to see that so many people talk about continuing studies n learning n how important degrees are if one needs to survive in the real world. but on the other hand. People on the top. The kinds who are termed as highly successfull in the likes of Bill Gates and many others think in exactly the opposite way!!! I always wonder which would e the answer to my questions on being successfull, or as i would term usefull is right. The successfull people talk about being free n the usual bunch, the likes of our family members who go to job or have some small business talk about having big degrees n big posts n benefits for there companies.
Many people think i'm on the wrong path. N i shouldnt be reading books on money, on being rich n wealthy. Especially by people who have trouble meeting there ends by there next paycheck. They want me to study things i'll probably never use in my life. N on the other hand we have expensive books written by successfull people who talk about being who you are n do things as you wish. Which is probably what I am gonna do aswell. I'v got many authority issues. If i owned a company I dont think i'll ever wanna hire anyone like me for sure.
Maybe it doesnt have anything to do with money atall. I'v observed (n observing is something i'm gd at thankfully!!) that of the people who talk about getting higher studies n biggar posts n bigger pay checks are people who cant see the freedom right in front of them.
Either way I think i'll go with where my intuition n my heart take me. I'm quite sure i'll make it to the so listed successfull people. Even if i wont atleast i'll die happy thinking that I didnt do what everyone does. I want to be an Entrepreneur to my last breath.